Monday, December 26, 2011

We wear different masks for different reasons. Some mask we wear, is cause we hope to be stay, hidden. ♥ツ xoxo

No matter how much or how easy it is to shut off your emotions, it just fight the way back in. I have been getting nightmares this few days, always finding myself waking up by my own scream and in tears. I'm scare, really scare. Wake up and everything was so dark, I felt as if I'm in a forest with complete darkness. A sense of fear, opening your eyes and you are all alone. 
I couldn't tell you, why she felt that way, she felt it everyday. What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Dont know where she belongs.



















Town last last Saturday with Bby, Jinda and Amandy just for dinner. I seriously hate the rain for screwing up my original plans with Bby. Going to ECP to ride bicycle and having dinner, enjoying the scenery and gazing at the beautiful night skies. Had my stingray and "La-la" again. Happy me once again. Y'know, happiness only always stay with me for, awhile. It just a temporary smile and laughter, and after that. You have to say goodbye, goodbye happiness.











That day was kinda a little crazy, town just for dinner, Balestier with Bby and Cia just for beancurd and went to Bugis just for movie. Not forgetting, Bby's a little weird that day... she's too sweet. LOLOL. She actually for the very first time, brought umbrella out to shelter me ._______. She dont even have the habit of bringing umbrella out can?!!?!?














Watched a Hongkong ghost stories that night, the 3 of us was basically hiding behind our jacket and covering our whole face with it. Till now the scene of the horror show is still in my head. I'm so afraid of horror show yet I love to watch it. End up always having nightmare for a long period of time and getting all paranoid when I'm alone, even in the daylight. Kbox after movie with GrandeManior and 123456789 people that suddenly pop up.






























Also went out with Cia last Wed, both of us were sick and the day was kinda hell for me.
I've phobia of going out when I'm sick and when I'm having my period on..... shall not mention about it.
Walk around Peninsula and Marina Square and as usual both of us were on crazy mode.

Few more days to 2012, a brand new year.