1Oct. Cia came down to Bugis and waited for me to end work, shopping session after work and head down to Bishan to find daddy after his work end too. Claimed my shopping allowance from him and went down to town aftermath. Meet Bby the next day and another shopping session w her at Causeway point, such a long time since the last time we've went there. Dinner with Bby on last Tuesday, and went to meet my Bird Laytin for taohuey. Was such a long time since i saw her. As usual, she didnt failed to make us laugh like mad.
Head over to Tpy hub to find Cia, was doing nonsense and eating non stop for the whole night. Supper and went over to a random playground gym? to do exercise with Bby for an hour, after that we cab down to Novena and eat again? My god, fattening seriously. My tummy is fat like 3 months pregnant and i'm serious about it. Y NO ONE BELIEVE ME TILL I SHOW THEM MY TUMMY?! >:( My tummy is the fastest among my girls, Gzzz.
Meet Xhyrius at town on Friday, supposedly to watch Dolphin Tale but end up both of us were late & there's no avail seats :( Caught Real Steal instead. Totally awesome!!! The lil boy inside the show is damn cute especially his puppy eyes!! Hurhur, so handsome and cute ayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! & Poor slipperboy, i went to eat away all the caramel coated popcorn & whenever I cant find anymore coated ones i pass to him and asked him to clear the top layer of popcorn away. TROLOLOL :x Went to find Cia and Ben after movie and waited for Bby and GM's to arrive, shop around H&M, end up it's the guys who were shopping instead of the girls -_____-
Back to work on Saturday and Sunday, finally a off day on Monday. Supposed to watch movie in the morning w Xhyrius but both of us were too tired so meet him in the night instead. Brought Bby along for the movie as this girl was complaining at twitter she haven been watching movie for ages, I'm sucha good Bby ^^. No? Was late as usual, caught Dolphin tale this time round and cab down to Thomsom for Taohuey after movie. Prawning session after supper and poor Xhyrius failed to catch a single prawn~ Tsktsktsk. Caught only around 5 prawns *FAILED* so went to bought 2kg of prawns instead $80..... my god. Expensive breakfast. Slept awhile and as usual I'm late for work #Forever as I was overslept.
Henry came over to find me before I end work, I got into another huge quarrel w my boss. Seriously she and her nonsense and unreasonable fucked up !@*!@WSAJD!@*&!-'-. She got me so pissed that my anger actually turned into tears and I was shouting over the phone with her at workplace and punched the mofo door at public. Quit my job once again, Ahhai and Xiufang came down to find me for awhile too before I went off w Henry to Marina Square. Went over to Esplanade and have a mini heart to heart talk w him.
When was the last time i've actually open up the someone before that day? I've forgotten ... I find it hard opening up to people nowadays. It's difficult, I have no idea why too. I dont like people to see the weak side of me, it sucks to be weak. Forcing myself to be strong, having a IDGAF attitude, keeping up a smile. They says, Laughter is the best medicine, so what if those laughter and smile were fake, does it still work? Happy pills where are you? I've been asked "Do you hate him for what he've done?" No, honestly no. What can I do? Time cant rewind, I've just gotta live with it. The past memories that haunt. The only mistake you wish you've never made. The feeling whereby you have to keep everything to yourself. You, only you, no one else. trust me.. it sucks. totally. Bearing all the torture by yourself. alone.
Bus back together with him to Redhill as I've missed my last bus, continue w his heart to heart talk while waiting for Ahhai to cab home as i'm staying over at her house that night. Ben and jerry accompanied us through the night.
Finally managed to watch my GossipGirl Season 5 and Vampire Dairies Season 3 at Ahhai house~ Went home the next day afternoon and was happily sleeping till I received a phone call from Bby that Ahboy asked us to head down to Royal Room but end up we got tricked down to Zirca instead. Was damn fucked up that I'm at Zirca instead of sleeping. Have no idea why but I seriously hate clubbing nowadays. Got so moody and pissed that I've to force myself to drink at Le Noir before going back to Zirca again. Hell night, vomited inside Zirca and I slept for 2hours + inside the club. Luckily Bby, Nathson and Xhyrius were there to take care of me. Second drama replay at Zirca that night, I'm seriously disgusted. I don't like to see what I hate to see. Dont ever try taking a needle to poke me, I'll take a knife to stab you.Trust me. When someone asked you why you were sad, why were you tearing. Questions you aint able to answer, not because you don't know how. It's because you cant.
This post kinda get a lil too over emotional, ignore my rubbish. I seriously have no one to talk to. So at least let me have some private space in my own blog. It's been a long time since I got a lil emotional on my blog.
\^ My boyfriend. Cute right? Lol.