I'm tired .

Sorry for leaving my blog here rotting for so long . I just dont have the mood to blog .
My life have been miserable . I'm tired ... really v. tired .


Went to find Cloud and Davin yesterday and went over to Davin house to get Cloud stuff.
Train down to Kailing house after that .
Both of you , remember what i told you both individually ?
Talk to each other peacefully . Dont ever go through what i am going through now because it simply hurt too much ...
Kailing accompany me to Polyclinic after that . Bus back to JP , meet Yeeling and Yx.
Yeeling went off after lunch while the rest of us continue to stay awhile more in Jp.
Arcade awhile and Yx went off. Accompany Kailing for haircut after that & went back to her house.
Stay at her house till night & thanks that 2 pig for sending me back to Jp.


I think alot on train back home . I questioned myself .
I think alot , i think about everything .. I'm really v. tired of waiting .. but still i choose to persevere because i know is worth waiting . But then it just hurt so much because till this point everything to you is still her . I guess it did not hurt 

you at all when you choose to leave me . You leave me dying there alone . Now that you're hurt , everytime when i try to cheer you up , pretending to be strong pretend not to hurt when i know actually i'm just invisible cause i aint the one that
 you need . Everytime i see those post in your facebook that is all meant for her . I realise , the memories you had is just you and her . I guess the memories we once shared you had already totally forgotten about it . I remember everything you say , good or bad . Remember the post your blog ? I even save it down . It really touched me. Because i know that no matter 

what you will be there for me . However right now .. the fact have become a friction . Yesterday night , how much i wanted to call you , how much i need you by my side.
All i know is that you wont be here anymore . Cause i;m left alone . all alone by myself.
3 more days ... If only miracle wound happen..
Train down to Cityhall to meet Yx and waited for Kailing and Cloud to reach. End up the both of them went to Arcade first . -.- Spend my whole night today at Arcade . & i nearly ! play maxtune but end up Cloud help me to play. Phewwwwwwwwwww.

Photos on last week saturday .





Continue to add on , Screw the stupid company !
Remember i work for the previous IT show around May/June ?
My pay have been fucking delay for so many months & worst case it is not Nubox paying me but other company , some sort like agency or whatever is called.
Pester the person-in-charge for months and yesterday he finally bank in $200 . _|_ which is not the fucking correct amount at all ! HELLO !? even if my maths fail at least i still know how to calculate the basic alright !
$6 per hour , take it that i start from 11am and end at 9pm which i actually start work early and end late!
I'm suppose to get $264 ! & ridiculously , Lyn my friend that work together w. me get around $240 while mine is only $200 when the both of us start and end work at the same timing ! Fucking pissed off !
Firstly , they drag my pay .
Secondly , the pay me the wrong amount
Lastly , To the accountant and the boss ! Please jolly quit and hire someone more professional !

Alright i'm planning to cash out my nuffnang money . so remember to click on my nuffnang so i can cash out more $♥$